행복 -“happiness”

I have been going
at what it seemed
was
the speed of light

the past three years
have gone
by
a blink of an eye

I have been wishing
for 행복 (happiness)
but
the scars
they have stayed

I was moving
at what it seemed
the speed of light
that’s what they said
and I believed

I closed my eyes
and all I saw was
my reflection
hopeful and cheerful
I have let time carry me

nevertheless,
why do I still get that feeling
that I have stayed put?